4.29.2006

It gets worse/better

I found out on Thursday that not only do they think they want us up there, we are their first choice. &*#$@!

We are heading up there Mother's Day Weekend. I need to hear God speak. I am afraid that I am not hearing God because I am afraid of what he will say. I am afraid that God has already spoken but I don't want to settle with that answer. I am paralyzed: a yes makes logical sense, but my emotions say no. Please let me hear/see/feel God's heart and that I will not doubt it when it comes.

I don't think I could bear it if we made the wrong choice.

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